Status Quo

Jesus.  I am tired.  Running on fumes actually.  Chasing my tail, round and round I go.  The noise in my head has just become a constant drone, always there.  Bzzz, bzzz, bzzz. I looked at myself in the mirror this morning and one pupil was noticeably bigger than the other.  Almost so big that it took up the entire iris.  Black, swallowing up the blue.  I don’t usually notice things like that. Or is it that I don’t usually look at my eyes in the mirror? Why am I even thinking about things like this?

I’ve been dreaming a lot.  Remembering my dreams.  I met Hunter S Thompson on Sunday night.  Yes, I know he’s dead.  An amazing experience.  Anyway, he wants to make a movie of my life.  That’s quite something.  I’ve missed an international flight too, got stuck at an airport and couldn’t contact anyone to let them know that I was stranded.  Except it wasn’t that.  It was like I was trapped and I would never find my way back to where I was supposed to be going.  The most god awful feeling.

So, I’m back on my blog.  I’m hoping I’ll be able to argue my thoughts out with myself here.  That my mind will settle, that my feelings will resurface.

Or I could just stop being full of shit.  See what I mean?  And that’s how the fight started.

 

 

 

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Depeche Mode – Free Love

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Caught a Ghost – Time Go

This resonates on so many levels right now.

“Time Go”

I’m in need of the answer, searching for questions, love would mean broken-hearted
Days race by faster, it’s a made up lesson and I’ve lost before I started
A little white lie, a big black sky, your emptiness open on the dashboard
You feel a lack of self and it’s someone else telling you to try where you failed before

Where does the time go? I don’t know
It’s moving off the deep end
Like I’m moving in slow-mo(tion)
Now reach, I’ll go
It passes too quick to see me

Living on the back nine, living out your past life, trying to make a living as an outlaw
But the problem you see, stealing ain’t what it used to be, everyone’s used to it by now
You pack up your gun, make your best run, your thinking isn’t breaking any new ground
But is there such a thing when you watched the rain, wash away everything that you thought you’d found?

Where does the time go? I don’t know
It’s moving off the deep end
Like I’m moving slow-mo(tion)
Now reach, I’ll go
It passes too quick to see me

I think that this could be the last one, Jimmy
Why don’t you come and take this last one with me?
I gotta say that it’s good to be home
Sometimes I miss you when I’m out there alone
So come around some time, clear your mind, it’s getting harder as the weeks slip away
You can turn on a dime, pass you up blind while your waiting for the truth to come your way

Your time will come
If you let it be right, if you let it be right
Your time will come
If you let it be right, if you let it be right
Your time will come
If you let it be right, if you let it be right
Your time will come
If you let it be right, if you let it be right

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